Day To Be Crossed

Today is an interesting day! I fill in my day by visiting a lovely little baby girl =)

She really accompany me and play with me for a few hours. She really a cute and funny baby. She always looks at the people around her with her big eyes and with a very big attention. Looks like she is thinking and asking "who are you, and why you always look at me". But she cry after wena make a sound like a pig in front of her face… hehehe…. Maybe she afraid of you, Wen =)

We play with her and chat with the new happy mother and dad. Lenny try to bring her on her hands, but me and wena are afraid because the baby so little and looks like so weak.

The mother of the baby also share her experience to be a mother. Makes me think how difficult to be a mother. She need to wake up at night when the baby cry, feeding the baby, spend almost her precious time with the baby, take care of the baby, even protect the baby very well. I realize that every mother sacrifice most of her heart, time, and love to their lovely baby. They never complain even they are very tired. Sometimes the new mother also feel "baby blues" syndrome, but they really try their best to control their feeling just for the lovely baby.

Finally, it’s time to go home…. I will miss this baby so much….

Hope you will be a great girl in the future. May God bless you with His love, take care of you, and give you a happy ever after life, my lovely little angel "Nadira Assyifa Zahwa"!

Regards,

Baby lovers @ home

This few day has been a hard and tired day for me. I almost give up with all the problems and calls. I feel so exhausted,it made me want to run, hide, and never be found…
Then, I remember a message that has been saved at my inbox, it says:

"Whenever you are down, always remember:
You are braver than you believe,
Stronger than you seem,
And smarter thank you think
Don’t ever give up!"

I realize, run away is not the solution, face up my problem and find the best way to solve it is the answer. Keep going and be strong! My friend always be there for me, they always help and support, we share a hard day together, it makes me a a little free from the pressure.

There always be somebody that give me a support by sms and call. So sorry for all my complain, you are not deserve to hear that. But you are not angry, always listen and support me. I ever know a word:
"Good friends must always hold hands, but true friends do not need to hold hands because they know the other hand will always be there"
So, thank you to be a true friend for me ^_^

Anyway, all the problems solve one by one. So it’s time to have fun!
Some friends treat me dinner and watch cinema, hehehe… so happy! We really need that after all the problems we face right?
Next time is my turn to treat you guys!

I receive a surprising news also! My friend come to Indonesia again after 1 year has passed. What a great time to see you again, boss! You are my boss, my friend, my ex colleague, and the one that always makes me laugh with your funny behaviour… really miss the day when we do projects together, hahaha….

We have a small reunion with all the ex team member, but not so many people can join, maybe they are too tired or busy with their own activities, anyway they send their best regards to you boss! What a great dinner… We laugh and share all the memoies, all the story… Times goes by, but I still feel that feeling, the feeling to be a part of your team, it’s a great honour to me to call you "boss"! I will miss the day we have spent in Medan, my first projects! Unfortunately all the team has been separated, but I believe, our heart still united =)

Hope you have a nice flight boss, take care and see you again!

Regards,
A Strong Girl @ jakarta

This few days has been a super tired and busy day… with all the problems, calls, and uncomfortable sleeping time. Then it ends with "run away".

Finally, I run away from all the activities, all calls, and problems, but somehow it always try to catch me, looks like a shadow that always follow me…. Just wondering when I really can have a free life!

I just imagine maybe someday I can run away from what myself to be. I want to run from all this uncertainty feeling, uncomfortable days, and feeling to be alone. I want to run away from what I’m being now. I want to feel how is life without problems to be thinked, life to be considered, or heart to be hurt.

I want to be reborned as a little baby that don’t know what is problem, what is hurt, what is complain, what is to be alone, what is evil, what is dangerous, or what will happen tomorrow. She just feel the pure love from the bottom heart of people around her, she can laugh, she can cry, she can play as her wish. She don’t need to be worry what will happen next. Because she give all her life and heart to the people who loves her so much. Somebody always take care and protect her with all his/her soul. Sometimes I just thinking how lucky to be a little child/baby, maybe i’m a little jealous to a children….

Anyway this "run away" day is really a great day, I can feel a little free, I can laugh and smile, I can be what I want to be, I can go wherever I want to go. Thank you for the one that always accompany me during my "run away" day, thank’s to be my guide so I didn’t get lost, thank’s to share all the happiness, thank’s to take care of me very well, and thank’s to share your day and cheer up my day!  =)

I also heard bad news about tsunami and earth quake in some area of Java. Really a surprising news. I hope that God will protect us forever and ever. I pray for the people who were dead, were injured, or lost their family, may God always give them a strength and His love to pass all this days. Thank you also for all emails and sms from some friends around the world that care about me and my country. Thank you for your symphaty and support. May God always take care of you as well as me…

See you later….. and good night!

Regards,
Run Away Girl @ somewhere

"Good Bye the saddest word I’ve ever heard,
Good Bye the last time I will hold you near,
Someday you say that word and I will cry,
You break my heart when you say good bye"

More than one month I have stayed in Thailand, today is the last day, and it also time to say "Good Bye". So many friends and memories, so many happiness and sadness that will be remained in my heart. We have shared time by have dinner together, studying together, laughing together, help each other. We have built a good relationship, from the first day we met each other, knew each other, and until have a good friendship. It is really hard to me to say "Good Bye", we say each other that we will meet again someday, but we know that it is what we can say to comfort our heart. I really don’t know when we can meet again, maybe next month, next year, even next century?

I really enjoy our "last dinner". It’s the best time to be remained. We can laugh and smile, even cheat each other. I would like to say thank you for Michael and Joe, guys, thank’s for treat us and cheat us… hehehe…. I almost believe of all what you say =)

For all of my friends, thank you for share a good memories, I promise you that we will keep in touch, will email you and chat with messenger. Thank you for all your help, support, and friendship. You will always be in my heart.

For Gift, Michael, and Joe… Thank you so much for teach us not only about the lesson but also about thai language and culture, thank you to share so many experience, thank you for show us the best place in Thailand. thank you for your patinece to answer my question, thank you for treat us =), thank you for all your kindness. Without you, I will never know anything… You are welcome to come to Indonesia. I promise will treat you well as you treat me well in Thailand

Now, from the plane, on the way from Bangkok to Jakarta, in a little bad weather, I also want to say sorry to all of you. I’m sorry to ask so many question, I’m sorry to complain so much, I’m sorry to bothering your time, and I’m sorry for all the difficulties that I made.

Finally, it’s time to say good bye…. time to closed my blog, I almost arrive in Singapore… See you later….

Where ever you are, my pray always be with You….

Sawasdee,
Girl @ plane

Todays blog is dedicated to "kidney disease". I write this topics because there is my friend here that get this problem when attend the training. This disease will not far away from "habit". Your habit will decide your future friends…

Actually, my friend have a bad habit. He likes to smoke and drink alkoholic liquor. He really likes to go to bar or drink gaseous such as coke. If he is hungry, he just smoke, smoke, and smoke!

One day, he found that there is a blood in his urine, sometimes his kidney also felt so hurt. Finally he went to a doctor and did so many medical check up procedure. After there was a result, a doctor said that there was a stone inside his kidney and this stone caused an infection in his kidney. What a surprising news! He said that he never found this problem before.

For a few days he looked so pale, he got a high fever, and also felt so hurt in his kidney. Yesterday it was getting worst, after went to hospital he just stay all day at his room. in the afternoon he called his friend from the same country and said that it was getting more and more hurt. All of us were panic! We just thought if he get worst and need to stay at hospital, it will cost so much and I was not sure whether he had a lot of money to pay the hospital. He didn’t have any insurance or credit card. In the other hand, no body will accompany him in hospital, all of us will back to our country by this saturday. It really a trouble. We just thought that the best way was sent him back to his country as soon as possible. After got confirmation from his doctor, we try ro arrange the ticket for today. Finally, we got this confirmation at 7.30 PM last night that he could get the flight to his country for today.

This morning one of our friend accompany him to airport, make sure he is ok and tell the airline crew to take care of him. But she say that he have a great pain on his kidney this morning, he look so pale. Really worry about him. Hope he will be ok and can arrive safely at his country.

But I feel that he receive so many warm friendship during this time. So many people care of him, even another friend tell me that if he need some money, he can lend it to him. He say, "just call me any time if you need our help". I really trust, friends make you stronger and than you ever realized.

So, my friend, please take care of your body, especially your kidney. There are so precious. To avoid this disease, I have some suggestion:                            

1. drink at least 8 glass of water every day                                                      

2. stop smoking                                                                                           

3. avoid alkoholic liquor and gasous drink                                                      

4. eat more vegetables and fruits                                                                  

5. have a healthy life style

Love your kidney friends, there are your future!

Regards,

Girl @ thai

Yay, this weekeend is the last weekend in here. So, next week I can go back to Jakarta, so happy! This weekend is a great weekend, we go shopping until we feel super tired!

On friday, we start our weekend by going to Indra Market. we go there by taxi, the taxi driver is soooo funny! He speak english very funny and also very talketive! After we get to the taxi, the driver say that we can arrive there within 1 hour…What? we are very surprised…ok, so every body just take a deep breath and be patient! Within 10 minutes the driver say that we already arrive, that time we all laughing and smiling….A good driver, make us stressed first, hahaha….

We only stay there for a while because we need to go to Siam Paragon to watch "Superman 3D". We should be there within 1 hour. but it is after office hour, there are so many traffic (trust me the traffic here is worst than in Jakarta) and it is difficult to get taxi eother tuk-tuk. Finally we get there by motorcycle… Hahaha….this is the first time I take it in Thailand, not so bad….

Superman is good, but I’m not really understand about the story because it is continuous from the previous movie that I never watched before. Overall, Jason is very cute =)
Like him so much…..!!! We also get a free big glass of popcorn… don’t ever imagine you will get it if you watch it at Indo!

Dream World has been planed for saturday, actually I’m not really like this place. The place is not as bis as DuFan, the game is not as interesting as DuFan…. But here we really get wet, totally wet! Playing "Niagara" in Dufan or we called it "Splash" here make us wet…. The water comes from every direction and the boat is big, so when there is a collision between the boat and the water, the water splash and make us wet! There, we also see special action about how to make a "war" movie. Very nice and interesting. We have chance to take a picture with the player…so cool right?

Sunday is shopping day! All day we go to Jatujak Weekend Market and SuanLum night Bazaar, very nice and very cheap!I buy 1200 pieces puzzle only cost around 30 thousand rupiah. Wow! In indonesia we must pay above 100 thousand rupiah…

Buy a big bag for all my stuff and books. After tidy it up, I found that it is full!! Oh my God, where should I put my book? I hope the TC want to help me to send the book to Jakarta and hope that it is not over load =)

What a great shopping day!

Regards,
Shopalkoholic Girl @ thai