Day To Be Crossed

Have you feel like there is a bomb inside your heart?

It ’s feel like there is something hurt you inside and ready to explode. Just wait for the timer, cannot guess when is the correct time. What you need is to find the bomb squad to stop it, but it is difficult to find one.

Just thinking to run away, as far as I can, to avoid it explode right in front of the people you love. Afraid to hurt them… It is better to hurt you only.

I don’t want the people I love is worried and afraid. Does it better to keep it inside your heart?

Or just run to the place where you are the only one, when you feel so tired just explode it!

Really…. it’s too tired to keep it ….

Regards,

Girls @ home

Have you ever been thinking what is the best place to cry?

The answer is in the taxi at night (must at night or else somebody outside can see you are crying) while bring you to pass the road of Jakarta plus traffic! It’s exciting coz no body knows you are crying. Do not worry about the taxi driver, he will not know as he drive you and concentrate on the way.

While you are looking outside, the way, the traffic, the building, the lamp, suddenly you cry (for any reason) and you will think what makes you cry. Finally you will find the point is not why you cry but you can have "your" own time, only you, your privacy!

But becareful, you must control yourself, do not make any sound or else the taxi driver will see and ask. And if someone call you while you are crying, you should control your voice or better just silent the phone. Do not suddenly pick up the phone but takes a long breathe to control your emotion, then the people who call you will not kow that you are crying ^_^

Before arrive, take tissue or water to wash your face, then no body will know that you has just cried.

The second best place to cry is "you" own bedroom….

Have a nice weekend!

Have you ever dreamt about your "prince charming"? Hoping that he will kiss you and make you don’t want to wake up? Hoping that he always stay beside you and love you so much? Hoping that he will give his heart for you only? Hoping that he will whisper all good words to make you smile, make you laugh, and finally make you "drunk"? Hoping that he will take care of you for the rest of your life?

Maybe every people have their own dream. Have their own hope. Have their own faith. But, it is very difficult to "wake up" from your dream. Maybe he only belongs to you in your dream.

It will make you lazy to wake up, only wanna continue the dream, coz dreaming is better than reality. But, we live in the "real" word, we cannot run away from our life, our "true" life!

If your dream is not coming true, you will be disspointed. Maybe your heart will hurt. And you lost your "soul" to live!

But it is not the end of the world, don’t you believe on "miracle"? Maybe He has his own plan for your life. The greatest love you will receive. Failure is only a stone on the way you walk to make you aware, to make you stronger, to make you more "careful" to step.

What we can do is only praying, hope He will give the best, hope He will give the strength to step, hope He will love you more, and hope He will take care of you.

Today’s blog is dedicated to someone special. Someone who wakes me up this morning with sms, tell about faith, love, and hope ^_^

For this "special friend", I just want to say that he is not meant to be for you. It’s time to "wake up", to walk a step further, to find your "true" love. You are so special, so precious, and so lovely. You deserve someone that "love" you with all his heart. He is just a dream that will always come when you sleep, but in the real life, he is no one. Forget him! You need to protect your heat and "build" it again with love, the one that he ever broke into pieces.

Just want to say "Jiao You"! Hope I can see you smile again, now, tomorrow, and forever….

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken, than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together"

Regadrs,

Girl @ dreamland